Saturday, March 14, 2015

A Major Problem

https://solsticelight.wordpress.com/2012/06/07/pronghorn-antelope-pleistocene-survivors/
       My Dream last night was sad and kind of messed up. I was dreaming of being in the out in the desert with my dad outside of Boise and we had guns; so right then you know something is going to die. We were walking through the sagebrush and the sky was dim so it must have been around dusk or dawn. As we're walking we see off in the distance a pack of pronghorn antelope running over the slightly rolling hills. Going out of sight and then shortly again coming back into view. We are looking around intently for this pack to come back into sight, Then they appear very close to us and we can see they are being chased by something. Looks like it could be some dogs chasing this pack of antelope around us. My dad raised his rifle aiming for the dogs, the crack of his rife echoes loud and far across the desert. An antelope crumbles to the ground flopping over its self, its legs go from a full sprint to lifeless in a second. The dogs pay no attention to the fallen food, and they keep chasing like nothing happens. My dad and I both exclaim disappointment for the bad shot.
      Then over a hill comes this dirty man in overalls with his young son. I do not remember the faces of these two or what the dirty man in overalls said to me but he told me something. Next thing I know I am walking over a dirt mound with a pistol in my hand. When I come over the top I step effortlessly onto this speeding trailer that is being pulled by the antelope, the antelopes are moving so fast that they are just blurs. But it wasn't the antelope I was there to see, to my immediate right with in a foot of distance was two huge beautiful wolves one white and one black. The white wolf was closest to me and had a neutral expression. It seemed that time was absent, everything was quiet no breathing or anything from the wolf or me. The wolf was in a cage but not a cage that could keep him in, he could jump out when ever he wants but he chose to stay there staring at me.
     I felt my arm raise up with the gun, and without a sound the gunfires striking the wolf in the head. There is no flash of the muzzle or graphic nature to the wolf being shot, his head slouches down his eyes dim, his fur coat still white as snow and then he looks at me with the saddest eyes I have ever seen and I shoot him again. This time he is completely lifeless. Then I looked over to the black wolf and then I woke up.
What did this dream mean? Meanings taken from (http://www.dreammoods.com/)
To dream that you are aiming a pistol denotes that you are trying to target a specific goal. Alternatively, the dream also symbolizes fear, anger and aggression. You are using your power to defend yourself against the fear and anger. It may also indicate your hot and quick temper.
Wolf 
To see a wolf in your dream symbolizes survival, beauty, solitude, mystery, self-confidence and pride. You are able to keep your composure in a variety of social circumstances and blend into any situation with ease and grace. You are also a loner by choice. Negatively, the wolf represents hostility, aggression, or sneakiness. It may reflect an uncontrollable situation or an all-consuming force in your life. This could point to an obsession, an addiction or something that is beyond your control. To hear a wolf howling in your dream represents a cry for help from somebody in your waking life.
To see a white wolf in your dream signifies valor and victory. You have the ability to see the light even in your darkest hours. To see a black wolf in your dream represents your shadow. There are characteristics of the wolf that you are refusing to acknowledge or incorporate into your Self. If you dream about fighting a black wolf, then it means that you are in deep denial and are suppressing something. To dream that you are a wolf signifies your desires to be left alone. Perhaps you are going through a tough period and want to be on your own. You are feeling anti-social.
To dream that you kill a wolf indicates betrayal. Certain secrets will be revealed to you. If you are being chased by a wolf in your dream, then it implies that you are unwilling to confront a problem that has been negatively impacting your life. Instead you are running away from it. Dreaming that a wolf is protecting you means that you are receiving help or support from an unexpected or unlikely source. You may have perceived this person all wrong.
To dream that a wolf turns into a puppy refers to your nurturing character. After being alone for awhile, you are looking for a relationship.
Man
To see an old man in your dream represents wisdom or forgiveness. The old man may be a archetypal figure who is offering guidance to some daily problem.
Antelope 
To see an antelope in your dream suggests that your high ambitions will only be achieved through a great expenditure of energy. You will experience much success as a result of your dedication. Alternatively, the dream may be telling you to flee or retreat from some situation.
To see an antelope collapse in your dream means that you are at fault for a broken-up love affair.


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